Pesanan buat adik adik

Syahirah

It is okay if you loose. Thats is the way life suppose to be.
When you hopeless you need to always searching the true meaning of life.
It might make you closer to god.
Either way, kakak always proud of you and love you so much.
You are the reason why I always motivate myself and maybe that is why I motivate you too.
I hope you know it is not a burden to carry but rather than a love support from me,
You are the strongest in heart.
You must be always be yourself and take a good care of your life.
You never be alone and we always have each other as sisters.
And do not grow up too fast will you? cheer up, be silly (not stupid) and enjoy life.
What other thought? fuck off as you had awesome sister like me as no one did..

Aqilah

You are my forever sweet heart. Whenever or whereever you go, you will always cheer up people and put a smile in everyone face.
Any guy having you would be the luckiest person on earth.
But of course you probabbly need to wait 10 more years (at least) to think about guys
Probably you are naturally girly in heart so be who you are and remember to remain kind to other.
You are the babydoll and I am not sure when I will stop kissing you.
And my little one, remember as well that smart girls always win so that is why I always encourage you to study study study.
Be strong and firm, follow you heart. I do believe people love to be with you but be cautios with who you friend with.. A good friend will always support and be with you in your glory and worst day of your life. And I am your good friend and love you so much.

Mimi

X yah cakap la... you had gave me a good memory of being bullier but at last you are getting the most benefit compare to everyone in family. *But do note the hard work of others*
Remember la to take care your self and be a leader serta down to earth all the time.
I know you can lead your way but as elder sister, ingat pesan akak ni. Self dignity and pride as woman kena jaga. You wont regret at the end.
Mimi obviously abah twin. So everything about  abah is Mimi *version perempuan*
Sgt degil but still a good person.
da kerja ni bak akak duit ye.. nak berenti keje da ni


P/S: Sometimes I terpikir lelaki kahwin 2, 3 and 4. Macam mana he divide his love toward women he married???.
But when I think back, I do love all my sisters equally. How to love other more that the others?? equal. no term adik kesayangan.
Tapi still I think it was nonsense for a guy to LOVE more than one woman. Because I cannot lah!

Collagen and skin care

Hai..

It said collagen is good for our skin, our bone joint, strengthen the skin elasticity and predominant component for our hair and nails.
I bought it after read some review about collagen drink. Well personally after I lost my Mary Kay cleanser, I have not wash my face or even use any cream ever since. like 3 months?? sumpah tak tipu.

Sebelum ni, sudah 8 years being loyal L'Oreal customer and it seem not effective anymore. My skin become too oily in this recent years. So I stop and kak fadilah (beauty berry) introduce Mary Kay time-wise trial pack. Pricey sikit rm180. Tapi memang sangat sangat OK. Tapi bila letak dekat surau lesap! So I stop before continuing using any product.
For time being I used neutrogena jek and still ada Mary Kay product. Cleanser je hilang. Tapi memang la ako x rajin sgt2.


So I shifted to internal repair which is collagen drink. Here is my review about the collagen product I had tried:

1) Fabula collagen max bright

Every three days I drink a bottle of col. Taste xde la sedap but ok. No changes in skin tone. I went to Phuket and tanned/darken my skin  so I cannot further justify how well it work.  But to be honest, no pimple at all kot for a month and no back pain. But I stop this as I do not like the taste. My skin maintain the same. Well u can tell if your body change, in this case nope. This one contain higher hydrolyzed collagen 10000 mg. Not working for me. My skin maintain dry and I drink a lot of mineral water to keep hydrated

Buy it from Guardian.

My skin before minum any collagen drink.

2) NH cola

I had tried this recently.
It sucks for me but I am sure it satisfied other customers.
Pimple popout out of no where on the first week.
And it does hurt! So I stop for now. I bought oxy and start wash my face more frequent for the week.

dekat mulut ada 3 pimple lepas minum dalam masa 7 hari guna NH colla

da la x sedap. buy it from guardian. belambak kat mana nama farmasi

First time pakai OXY. semalam je pimple hilang

After all, The best way to maintain your skin:

- Do not apply anything on the skin such as powder (any type - loose, compact and baby powder)
- Kalu tak, apply moisturizer to keep your skin hydrated. A cream that do not block the pore and micro structured. If you ask me, moisturizing the skin is better than whitening it. That is the product i would choose. (This advice I heard from clarins beauty adviser)
- Wash your face more frequent (I enjoy mirror mirror on the wall dekat toilet office)
- Eat vegs and fruit. A LOT
- Drink hell a lot of plain water. haha. (perhaps I drink too much of coffee and milk tea.)
- Be happy
- I use "charcoal" peel of mask once a month. It really remove my black head! Remove oil substance from your skin give them a break! keep your pore clean baby
- When I said I do not apply anything on your skin,  I truly mean it. IF you want your skin to breath. Biarkan jerawat jeragat jelas kelihatan for temporary period. (My advice pada kawan2 yg da masalah jerawat, at least a month or 2. ni tak, complain muka byk jerawat lagi nak tepek bedak 2 inch. konon nak cover tapi mana kulit tu nak bernafas, lagi byk minyak ok. well terpulang)
- Ako memang x de masalah kulit  but not glowing la.. tapi this is way I applied on my daily routine sejak kecik. wuuhuu..
- Sometimes, I use mask to moisturize the skin. Remember the keyword here is "hydrate"

Maybe I will change to SK2. Like jah said "marvelous, I tell u". But mahal la kot, that is the price you pay for crystal clear skin!
Tunggu Mary Kay abis dulu. cream L'Oreal tahun lepas pun x abis guna.


P/S : After I took collagen drink, one thing that I think really shine it way. My hair. I said this because I only use R'joice shampoo sejak 10 tahun and thats it. Kadang kadang je pkai treatment.

(If you know me, I am loyal to anything I think it work for me, sbb tu I kahwin dgn my only boyfriend I had kat U dulu. haha)

Happy Mother's Day

Mama,

Eventho I know we block each other on facebook, we still view it thru aqilah.
so mama, I wanna say.
Thank you for your support and trust you gave.
Thank you for only saying once but make me think twice.
Thank you for channelling positive vibe and make us laugh kaw kaw.
Thank you for gulai rebung, pet punya asam pedas, laksa and many more.
Thank you for remind me when I exceeded 50kg.
Thank you for NOT SMOing by asking "bila nak kahwin" and "bila mama nak ada cucu".
Thank you for giving birth to my wonderful beloved sisters.
Thank you for teach me how to pow pocket money.
Thank you for becoming reporter of kad kemajuan adik-adik.
Thank you for being kind to others.
Thank you for your support and advice especially involve baby things!
Thank you Thank you Thank you

I know we are similar in many ways.
And mama, personally I think you are pretty but I x nak admit it as I takut u perasan. haha. Mama, I din hope you to read this. I just want to tell world that we owe our mom many thanks.
Happy mothers day (not only 12 May 2013 it was everyday.)

P/S : To MIL as well

Hati gundah

Gundah? Gundah gelana. Betul ke.
Bila hati gundah the best way baca quran..
Baca dan memahami. Bukan sekadar paham tajwid. Mmg betul alquran is miracle pada sapa yg mencari kebenaran.
Best advice. TqVM for this. Doakan saya yang baik baik ye

PRU 13

Sekarang masa bincang politik. Kan PRU 13 da nak dekat.
To be honest ako x daftar lagi mengundi. Nantilah, masih sempat. hehe.
I never vote tapi ada pulak pihak2 yg simply2 mark ako ni parti apa. Sedangkan ako pun x tau ako ni party apa? haha

I do not listen any talk when it involve politics! ada orang ni cakap api keluar dari mulut.. slandering all the way.
Orang yg bercakap tu xde la memberi apa2 sumbangan kepada rakyat negara ni.
Ada bagi makan anak2 yatim ke? Ada berjuang untuk negara? present negara ke arah apa apa ke? Derma darah ada? Ada menolong anak2 muda supaya lebih berjaya? Ada?
Menfitnah, Mengaib n cakap besaq ada lah! I think dia besfren dgn najib and anwar or LGEng sbb mcm malaysia dorang yg punya.. Jangan nak tipu, ada kan orang mcm ni walhal di kampung2 skali pun?

Buat baik x perlu menunjuk but people do know if they were :).
Sama la mcm politic ni, suka menabur janji, but people will eventually know.
maybe almost politician ni corrupt, yang baik ada, yang nak berjuang untuk kebaikan rakyat ada. tapi nak tak nak, kena buat pilihan la nak join party mana. tapi xpe. janji malaysia harmony.

Biasa la manusia, semua pentingkan diri, termasukla kita ni. Ada yang tak puas hati when others act in different way.

Jadi sama2 la kita mengingat kan diri kita bahawa life is suppose to be fair,

Kitakan sama je, Tak kenal maka x cinta, WE SHOULD LOVE ALL MALAYSIAN REGARDLESS WHAT RACE OR RELIGION THEY ARE. Chinese should respect Muslim and understand. Malay should respect Chinese and do not expecting "bantuan" all the time! berdiri di kaki sendiri okay?
Indian as well, Racial harmony is the core of country stability, regonize each other as malaysian and RESPECT!! Well, if you ask me, that's all I want.. nothing more..

STOP Chronism and be professional lah! ni tak keje nak ngipas ke... pastu cari chrony so dapat back up diri sendiri. blah la! cakap kat orang pandai! diri sendiri pun 2x5 (kenapa 2 x 5, nape tak 3 x 4, anyway...)
adios!!

P/S: so nak sokong party apa? jeng jeng jeng

My best friend wedding

Finally Irma is married. huhu.
Officially, anyone can book me for gubahan. ngehngehngeh
The night before solemnization, I stayed at her house to finish whatever necessary. Mengubah hantaran la!
So happy for you babe! Me and Irma we had our time together, we grow up until who we are now and I love her like family (harap harap irma x baca my blog), I hope we remain friend till jadi nenek. haha!
My mom, my sis pun datang okeyh~
The most importantly masa her wedding adalah our "group" reunion. sayang ika takde..
mini gathering katakan. lepas ni berkumpul dekat kenduri cik yati pulak.
Here is the picture those yang memang i intent to have long relationship :), looking forward

me and exhousemate ina, macam nora danish kan?

 before solemnization

well, the gossip gang

sweet

hehe

sempat

"pengEpit" berhemah

yatie, personally shes beautiful with new hijab image ^^, if u read this babe

mama fieza, yatie n me

 our housemate

part of the gang. ika je takdak

kak nida

huhu

 sis, irma n me

wanie pun dtg

make me think of zaman blaja dulu.. x sangka da tua bangka skrg....

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tikus dalam rumah

shit! hari ni dalam sejarah i saw tikus dekat dapur. wadefek!!!
i kejut my hubby, x nak bangun2. wadefek!!
obviously i will move out from this house!! mesti!!! i do no know how I can survive for tomorrow knowing a black rat is in my house!! shit!!